Singer Britney Spears has been posting many throwback photos and videos of her various outlets on Instagram.
It appears that the “Gimme More” singer is reflecting on her wardrobe in her latest Instagram post, which spanned three pages. In the candid reflection, she discussed her pregnancy, her upcoming memoir, her close attachment to her first two children, and her divorce from her ex-husband, Kevin Federline.
Britney Spears Says ‘We Basically Live In My Closet Now’
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Britney began her latest Instagram post by explaining that some of the footage from her videos was filmed before she knew that she was pregnant.
“I have 12 unseen videos for fashion,” she said, adding that filming them makes her happy.
She explained that she has “5 animals in 1 of the biggest houses ever” before adding, “we basically live in my closet now.” In addition to her French couch that she says is more comfortable than her bed, she says that she found 50 necklaces that are “all intertwined in one big ball of a knot.”
It seems that Brit has been doing a lot of searching in her house lately, because she explained that the light up mirror on her closet door is actually a door that opens up to a black velvet jewelry case.
“I’ve honestly given up on getting mad with the way my husband is so messy …” Britney wrote, referring to her fiancé Sam Asghari.
Britney Spears Admits That She’s ‘Lazy As H—’
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Britney explained that she is experiencing nauseous sickness, adding, “it blows my mind how some of these women on Instagram are running hardcore pregnant !!! Hey … if you can do that great but I’m lazy as h—.”
She referred to her baby as “this precious miracle” and wrote “I just want time to stop and hold it in here for eternity.” She said that she feels “blessed” to experience “the stillness of holding something so holy and beautiful inside me.”
“It is 100% spiritually out of this world,” she wrote. She explained that when it was time for her babies to be born, “I didn’t want mine to come out ever !!! I liked the baby being safe in my womb and close to my heart.”
Britney Spears Says She Never Let Her Mother Hold Her Infants
“I know this sounds horrible but I wouldn’t even let my own mother hold my babies when they were born,” Britney wrote. “My mother never held Preston as an infant and Jayden was held on time for literally 5 seconds … I was probably extreme but I couldn’t let go.”
Britney shares two teenage sons with her ex-husband Kevin Federline. They were married from 2004 to 2007.
Britney seemed to call him out in the post, saying, “My ex-husband wouldn’t see me when I flew to New York with a baby inside me and Las Vegas when he was shooting a video !!! And as my brother’s best friend shows up to support a very pregnant woman in Vegas because he felt and PLAYED IT OFF TALKING AND EATING ICE ALL NIGHT.”
Britney called herself “so weird” during her pregnancy, saying that she liked “huge pickles and biting down on ice.” She said that, while she was eating the ice, she got a text saying, “If you don’t divorce Kevin he will publicly do it to you.”
“Since I hadn’t seen him in a while I already knew it was over,” Britney continued. “I had my baby and went out literally 2 times with Paris [Hilton] and it was all over the news like I was a party girl.”
“Whatever … it’s over now and I’ve made my peace with it,” Britney concluded. “Although writing my book is actually hard after speaking for 2 hours each time to this lovely lady trying to create drafts. I cry for 2 days afterwards and I’m like ‘Jesus Christ !!! I’ve been through it but it’s INCREDIBLY CLEANSING yet hard …’”
Britney added, “I hope I don’t turn into the devil like I did with my first 2 pregnancies … I think food will make me nice and you WILL NOT find me doing cardio … Anyways it’s a lazy hay day and I’m going to be just that lazy …”
Britney deleted the post, but her full statement can be read below: