Cassie Ventura Shares Graphic Details About Four-Day Long Freak Off: 'It Became A Job For Me'

As Sean "Diddy" Combs' federal trial continues, in which he's facing charges of racketeering and sex trafficking, horrifying details are being released about his alleged sexual orgies called "freak offs."

According to NBC News, during Cassie's testimony in Diddy's trial on May 13, the singer, who was romantically involved with Diddy for a decade until 2018, reflected on several of her past experiences with the rapper.

As soon as she took the stand, Cassie, 38, described Diddy's alleged involvement in what she said he called a "freak off," which were sexual encounters in which she'd perform for him with a third party, usually an escort.

"I was 22 at the time, my stomach churned, didn't have a concept of how that would be a turn on, but I accepted the responsibility," Cassie said on the stand. "I was confused, nervous, but also loved him very much and wanted to make him happy."

She added, "It wasn't something that I wanted to be doing, especially as regularly as it became. But again, I was in love and wanted to make him happy. At some point, I felt I didn't have much of a choice."

Later, during her testimony, Cassie said that participating in the alleged freak offs became her job and that "there was no space to do anything else."

"Staying out for days on end, taking drugs and drinking, having sex with a stranger," she said in court. "They would be 36, 48, 72 hours, the longest one was four days."

Elsewhere, Cassie explained that during the alleged orgies, which she claimed were fueled with illicit drugs and alcohol, she felt "horrible" about herself.

"I felt disgusting. I felt humiliated," she said. "I didn’t have the words to show how horrible I felt. I couldn’t talk to anyone about it."

The vocalist went on to say that she didn't feel much during the freak offs, adding that the drugs made her question her reality.

"I was high so I didn't feel much," she said. "Did this really happen to me? I didn’t know what was going to happen after that, if we were going to do it more frequently, I said yes to more, I didn't want to make him upset or angry."

Cassie also touched on how baby oil was used during the alleged orgies, claiming Diddy wanted everyone involved "glistening," so they "applied [oil] every five minutes."

The Blast previously reported on the March 2024 raid of Diddy's home, in which authorities discovered a large quantity of baby oil and lubricant.

According to Cassie, the alleged freak offs had "a pool filled with baby oil" and she'd get into it at Diddy's request.

"If Sean wanted it to happen, that was what was going to happen; there was no way around it," she said. "We used 10 bottles of baby oil, regular size."

The "Me & U" singer later alleged that Diddy mentioned his voyeurism fantasy to her within the first six months of their relationship.

"He described it as a fantasy he had where he would want to see me having sexual interactions with another male so he could watch," Ventura said in court, adding that she didn't object to the idea of freak offs because she didn't want to upset Diddy.

"I loved him, I didn't want him to think I thought anything bad of him," she said.

During the first day of Diddy's federal trial, prosecutors shared shocking claims about the "Making The Band" creator's alleged actions during his relationship with Cassie.

In their opening statement, the prosecution claimed that Cassie recalled "feeling like she was choking when Diddy made an escort urinate in her mouth" during one of the freak offs.

While on the stand, Cassie detailed the moment, calling it "too much."

She explained that even though she wanted to say no in the moment, she couldn't because she felt she had no control over her body.

"I was squeamish immediately, but high in the moment," she said. "That’s about it, you don't have a lot of control at that moment."