Bebe Rexha Gets Tearful About 'Disgusting' Weight On TikTok

Bebe Rexha's song, "Baby I'm Jealous" is proving a little too true, ironically, for her. In a new TikTok video, she tearfully talks about how she is not very happy with her body right now.

She also tells her fans that this is the reason why she is not posting new content for now. While the 32-year-old singer has always been open about body issues, this is the first time she seems depressed about it.

In the TikTok video, Bebe Rexha began by saying, "So it is the holidays and I know we're all supposed to be, like, merry and like, 'Yay, it's the holidays,' which I am-ish," before going to reveal that she is at her "heaviest" and not happy about it.

Said the singer, "I weighed myself just now, and I don't feel comfortable sharing the weight 'cause I feel embarrassed."

She has always been open about her weight and body issues in the past, talking about how designers would refuse to give her a dress because of it. But right now, she is feeling low and gloomy and even said, "I just feel disgusting, you know, like in my own body."

Just a little before Christmas, Bebe Rexha was upbeat and even Tweeted some joy.

It seems she is massively in need of her own advice as she went on to explain to her fans that her weight and unhappiness about it made her want to take a step back from social media.

Said the "Say My Name" singer, "I haven't been posting as much because I don't feel good in my skin and when I don't feel good, I don't want to post and that's really honestly the reason I haven't been posting in the last year or so as much as I used to. I think all the body positivity that stems from me is probably a place of hurt and confusion. I don't know how to help myself anymore or how to love myself."

And yet her Instagram is full of fans sending her love, more for her curves than her songs, as is obvious from this little video she posted a week back.

It's not usually the norm to see Bebe Rexha so glum. In fact, she's always been upbeat about her curves, telling the media that when people called her a "fat pop star", "that f**ed with my head because they made me believe that I was nothing unless I looked a certain way. I didn't like looking at pictures because there was a little fold of skin. Now I'm like, 'You can't live your life like that.' I got the curves, I got the ass, and that's what you're going to get!"

But for now, it seems she's struggling with it all though we are sure her friends and family will get her out of the funk she seems to be in.