Months after his husband’s death, Tom Ford is opening up about his life.

The fashion designer talked about how he has been dealing with his partner’s loss.

Ford got candid about life being “very hard” after 35 years of being with Buckley.

“I keep thinking, ‘Oh, God, I have to call Richard,’ or I need to send him a note about this. And he’s not here,” he said.

Ford also discussed how he has had to step up for their 9-year-old son, Jack.

He noted that he has had to adjust his morning routine to cater to their son since the passing.

Buckley passed away at 72 in September from natural causes.

He was an influential force in the fashion industry as a journalist.

He worked with publication houses like Italian Vogue, Vanity Fair, Mirabella, and New York Magazine.