Paulina Porizkova is remembering her late husband, “The Cars” singer Ric Ocasek.

The two were married from 1989 until his death in 2019.

The two were estranged at the time of their passing.

Paulina took to Instagram to say that they were separated for two years before his death.

However, she said that they were still living together in their shared townhouse.

She admitted that she was “deeply, deeply hurt by his actions” that came to light after his death.

However, in a separate post, she remembered the first time she fell in love with him.

She remembered seeing his eyes on a TV screen and then falling in love with his smile.

“Little did I know then, that only a few months later , that smile would be mine,” she wrote. “It would be mine for thirty years.”