Machine Gun Kelly is opening up about a difficult time in his life.

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Police Call Rudy Giuliani 'Assault' Claims 'Much Ado About Nothing'

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The rapper recalled a horrifying suicide attempt that happened in July 2020.

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At the time, he was mourning his father’s heartbreaking demise.

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As a result, he found himself depressed and never let his room.

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“I kept getting paranoid that someone was gonna come and kill me,” he recalled.

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It got so bad that the “Emo Girl” rapper began sleeping with a gun.

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Unfortunately, things went south and he almost shot himself.

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That fateful day he was on a call with Fox and put the gun in his mouth.

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Luckily, the shell got jammed and his life was spared. It was a turning point for MGK.

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