Britney Spears Talks About Her Trauma In Candid Instagram Post

Britney Spears posted a photo of a rose on social media on Monday.

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She said that everyone’s life seems so “perfect” on social media.

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However, she confessed that she’s “utterly and completely embarrassed of my past.”

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She said that she does try to post photos and videos “looking my best.”

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Britney confessed that she feels she “will forever be traumatized by my past experience for life.”

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She went on to say that she doesn’t even feel that therapy can help her.

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“I think I will need some sort of miracle for my emotions,” Britney wrote.

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She said she feels “insecure,” adding, “I cry myself to sleep most night.”

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“In real life I have no clue,” she admitted, adding, “I’m working on that !!”

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