Britney Spears wrote her first long message to fans since she announced her pregnancy on Monday.

This will be her third child and her first with fiancé Sam Asghari.

Britney admitted that she was “scared to make a mistake” with her new baby.

She asked herself, “Will I be thoughtful enough ??? Will I be instinctive enough ???’”

She recalled a time when her son Jayden had a high fever when he was 9.

She said she put him in a tub of lukewarm water instead of calling a doctor.

The next morning, he was “eating pancakes like nothing happened.”

Britney said, “God knows I’m no saint but the media destroyed me when I first became a mother.”

She added, “I was clueless and I wasn’t the brightest bulb on the tree either !!!”