Alec Baldwin gave his first interview after the ‘Rust’ movie shooting incident to ABC News, with George Stephanopoulos.

Baldwin seemed perfectly calm and composed during the interview but it seems his inner turmoil is on Instagram for everyone.

What was supposed to be just another day of shooting turned out to be grim when the gun in Alec Baldwin’s hand went off.

It was supposed to be a cold gun loaded with blanks but it went off when Baldwin allegedly cocked the hammer.

At the time, he was practicing with cinematographer Halyna Hutchins, aiming the gun at her.

Hutchins died from what was deemed to be a live shot from the gun, and Joel Souza was also wounded in the same incident.

Alec Baldwin indicated that someone messed up but he was not responsible for the same, saying that had he thought he was guilty, he might have ended his own life.

His struggle is on Instagram for all to see, as he penned an emotional letter to Hilaria Baldwin, his wife and mother to his children.

Baldwin wrote that nothing mattered but their life together and that he was grateful to Hilaria for all she had brought to him.