Abigail Breslin is trying to celebrate her first Christmas without her father.

Her father passed away in February from COVID-19.

Breslin wrote that she was “truly blessed” to spend the holiday with her mom, brothers, friends, and boyfriend.

However, she said that “it’s hard to know I can’t call my daddy.”

She called grief a “tricky little monster.”

“I wish there was an expiration date to missing someone,” she wrote.

She told anyone who is missing someone, “I see you, I hear you and you’re not alone.”

She added that she was going to “heavily cherish those who are here and hug them harder than ever.”

She captioned the post “happy holidays/ holiday-grief season.”