She wrote, “2 years. And I still have not had a chance to grieve your absence properly. From being pregnant, making sure I brought the last piece of you into this world healthy, being strong because we still had a bundle of joy to look forward to. To nurturing another life and raising the little prince that you and I went half on. While going through a bunch of misunderstandings w others but keeping it together so that our son did not see me weak. Jeez Jah, he looks so much like you.”
She added, “He gives me the same intense stares that you would when you would ask me “what do you see when you look into my eyes” I’d always reply back- “a beautiful mind a very misunderstood one”. That I loved to pick at. You saw my flaws not as flaws but as more reasons to love me. The note above is an excerpt from my journal,he stole it while I was asleep ? I was so upset lol, but he saw I wrote something really negative about myself and that was the response. I was no longer upset. I cherish the note til this day.”
Jenesis continued, “I’ve been finding myself lost at times but realize you showed me how to get back on track and be the best version of me. And I promise I will be that person and continue to be that person for not only myself but for Gekyume and you. Thank you for all the memories, knowledge and the best gift of all. This precious baby boy who has taught me what real unconditional love truly is.”
She added a note for anyone visiting his burial site, “For all of you attending Jahsehs Mausoleum today please wear your mask and if you have gloves, I 10/10 recommend. We are still in the middle of a pandemic with a second wave coming in strong. Everyone please be safe and remember social distancing.
As The Blast previously reported, earlier this year, Jenesis and XXXTentaction’s mother Cleopatra Bernard settled a nasty custody dispute over Gekyume.
Gekyum was born on January 26, 2019, months after the rapper was killed.