The actress just posted a video, bawling about Bourdain as she tries to come to terms with the tragic news. "It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, it's forever and the world's not better off without you."
McGowan had been seen with the TV chef multiple times in recent months, as Bourdain's girlfriend Asia Argento is one of the women accusing Harvey Weinstein of rape. Bourdain had been very outspoken in support of the women.
Bourdain was found dead in his hotel room in France by his best friend and fellow chef, Eric Ripert. The cause of death was suicide.
If you or anyone you know is dealing with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help.