Lisa sat down for an Instagram live interview today to finally address the situation. She started by apologizing for her use of the racial slur.
The reality star said, “it is said if you sin and you apologize and you pray for forgiveness, it is forgiven. So, my husband and I, it is a private manner between him and I. Because they are not going to drop it and it’s sad. Because the world needs to be united. We are human beings.”
Lisa said she took issue with the hate she received for saying the N-Word. She said the messages received from her “fellow Muslim sisters” hurt her the most.
She continued, “I have a lot of love for the world. Anyone who knows me personally from before the show, during the show and after the show truly know what I’m about.”
Lisa started to cry during the interview saying it made her really emotional. She said, “it just bothers me that there are so many hateful people in the world. We have people dying every day. I made the mistake of saying the N-word. I apologized several times. But you still want to come at me. This is something between my husband and I. but I’m here to take your abuse.
She threatened to get off social media for good saying, “I am a wife and I am a mother. I won’t stay no more. Because I love my husband. He loves me. And the world just doesn’t want to accept that.
The reality star added, “god as my witness, nobody will tell my husband what to do. He made the choice to be with me. He made the choice to marry me. Not any of you. But you’re still going to sit in judgment of what my husband choice to do with his life. I truly feel bad for people.”
As The Blast previously reported, hours of footage from the yet-to-air Tell-All leaked online. In one clip, Usman speaks to his wife saying, “Lisa, last week you called me ni—er which I know is totally inappropriate in America. You called me ni—er, I don’t even get angry about it because I am used to how you are behaving.”
Many fans have been calling for Lisa to be removed from the show.