Chrissy Teigen is slowly creeping out of her “Cancel Club” hole.
The mother-of-two has been having a rough summer to say the least. After being outed earlier this year by Courtney Stodden for cyber-bullying that took place back in 2016, Chrissy has been deemed ‘CANCELED!’
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She’s expressed her discontent for the “Cancel Club,” and how isolating it has been.
In early July, the former Sports Illustrated model opened up about the reality of being canceled.
Taking to Instagram she wrote, “Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter shit in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race.”
“But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again,I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay. I’m not used to any other way!! Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot,” she continued. “Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it. And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow. All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day.”
Among being canceled, Chrissy also lost her beloved French Bulldog, Pippa. She was 10-years-old and died in Chrissy’s arms.
However, there was a bit of light at the end of her dark tunnel. The Teigen-Legend-Stephens family welcomed a new fur baby into their lives at the end of July.
The “Lip Sync Battle” host announced the arrival of their new family member, Pearl, a Basset Hound puppy on July 28.
Despite all of the drama, sadness, and gloom that has been looming over Chrissy, it seems she is now getting back to a “normal” life.
Chrissy and John Legend recently took a whirlwind trip overseas to attend UNICEF’s celebrity-filled fundraising gala on Sunday, August 1.
The model documented the crazy evening on Instagram with a series of photos and a detailed caption.
After explaining how many planes, trains and automobiles they had to take to get to the event, Chrissy got a bit deeper with fans about the evening.
She revealed this was her first “sober Italian getaway.”
Chrissy explained, “thanks for making me feel so pretty and helping me along in my quest to have my first sober Italian getaway. I hate the word sober by the way, it’s so rehab/medical. Anyhow honestly it was so so trippy being sober at something you typically would have been wasted at.”
Her caption continued, “that paired with all the crazy hot young models and club dudes and seeing your young self over and over, oh man it was crazy. anyhow I dunno. I’m rambling. we had so much fun. I didn’t do anything I’d regret and I’m glad I’ll get to remember it all!!”
Chrissy announced she was sober in December after making the conscious decision to quit drinking after her birthday in November.
On December 29, she revealed she was 4-weeks sober in an Instagram video of her dancing on a boat.
Cheers to sobriety, new beginnings and creeping out of the “Cancel Club,” Chrissy!