The 'Horrible' Aftermath Of Ozzy Osbourne's Passing On His Family Members Revealed

The Osbournes are peeling back the layers of their grief and giving the world a peek into their hurt following Ozzy Osbourne's death.

Sharon, Kelly, and Jack Osbourne recorded their first podcast in over a year, during which they reflected on how the singer's passing has affected their lives. 

Ozzy passed away in July at the age of 76. He suffered a cardiac arrest, and he spent his final hours at Harefield Hospital. 

During the most recent episode of "The Osbournes" podcast, the grieving family sat around a table and spoke candidly about their loss. 

An emotional Kelly said she never understood just how difficult grief is, noting that her father's absence was something she never saw coming.

"I never realized just how horrible grief is. I never knew I was capable of loving somebody so much and missing somebody so much, I just, I never thought there'd be a day where he wouldn't be here," Kelly said as she fought back tears. 

Looking at the silver lining, Sharon pointed out that her children were "blessed" to have had a father like the late Prince of Darkness. She, however, also revealed she was struggling to adjust to life without her late partner.

The 73-year-old TV personality acknowledged that grief hits her in "waves," noting that she hates going to bed at night because she still struggles to sleep alone. Kelly slept with her for the first two months after Ozzy's passing, but eventually decided to give Sharon her space. 

Meanwhile, Kelly also revealed that mornings were hardest for her because everything would feel normal for only three seconds before the grief would hit. 

"I wake up and for the first three seconds I feel normal. And then I remember everything. Mornings are the hardest for me. What is the morning? Because it happened in the morning. And I used to spend most of my time with Dad in the morning," she said.

She admitted that although Ozzy would hate to see her crying, she couldn't help it because she just missed him "so much."

Jack also chipped in to the conversation, sharing how grieving his father has been like a rollercoaster. He said it was "both horrible and beautiful" in a way that forced him to deeply examine things around his life. 

The 40-year-old media personality admitted that while it sucks to have lost Ozzy, the iconic singer's death caused him to develop a "huge amount of gratitude and love." As such, he now cherishes moments he often took for granted. 

Even in their grief, the Osbournes agreed that seeing the outpouring of love from the public has been helpful. 

Kelly noted that it helped to know her family was not alone in their grief, and Sharon said Ozzy would've been overwhelmed to see how many people supported him even in his death. 

Ozzy's death was a tough blow to his loved ones, especially Sharon, who was reportedly taken aback by how sudden his passing was. 

According to The Blast, an insider close to the family said, "She's numb with disbelief at the suddenness of his death." Another source said Ozzy's death seemed too soo,n and Sharon was "not prepared" for it. 

People close to the TV personality expressed concerns over her well-being, noting that she may have been depressed because she didn't know what the future held for her anymore. 

While Sharon struggled with the loss of her partner, Kelly also struggled with the loss of her father. The singer revealed that she started finding comfort in falconry following Ozzy's passing. 

As reported by The Blast, Kelly shared a picture of herself holding an owl on Instagram, writing, "In all my sadness and grief, I have found something that truly makes me happy! I never thought I would find my smile again through falconry, but I did."

The 40-year-old singer said she loved being with the birds and was happy to have found a new hobby again. 

Although Ozzy's death shocked his family to their core, the singer seemed to have anticipated his own passing as he was working on a documentary to show his final years. 

The documentary, titled "Home Coming," gave an inside look into Ozzy's deteriorating health in the last three years of his life. It was scheduled to air on the BBC a month after the rock star's passing. However, it was unexpectedly pulled from the lineup. 

According to The Blast, the Osbournes decided to put the documentary on hold because they were still struggling with Ozzy's passing and wanted the public to respect their privacy during their grief.