Demi Moore’s Lost Diary Resurfaces, Revealing Scandalous Coke-Fueled Affair Confession

Demi Moore’s deeply personal diary, documenting the struggles of her early years, has resurfaced after being discarded in a storage unit once owned by her ex-husband, Bruce Willis.

The handwritten pages, marked “Demi Private Memoirs,” were reportedly found by an airport worker after Willis, who is now battling dementia, had his Santa Monica Airport storage hangar cleared out.

Now, as Demi Moore continues to dominate awards season with her acclaimed performance in "The Substance," her private reflections from decades ago are coming to light, revealing intimate details about her tumultuous youth, addiction struggles, and high-profile relationships.

Moore's diary entries, written in the mid-1980s and obtained by Daily Mail, offer raw and unfiltered insight into her personal battles. She candidly detailed her downward spiral into alcohol and cocaine addiction, tracing it back to her troubled first marriage to musician Freddy Moore.

“The night before my wedding, I took a bottle of champagne, I went over to this guy’s house who I was doing a film with at the time, well, he woke me up at 10:30 the next morning, and I was supposed to be ready by one,” Moore admitted in one entry.

She described her wedding day as a haze of regret.

“Late, hungover and guilty was how I faced my wedding day, the next three years didn’t get better. I drank more and started doing coke, had quite a few affairs which were all just a part of getting away with something and not getting caught.”

Moore’s self-awareness was striking, as she reflected on the impact of her actions. “I feel so disgusted with myself, not only using drugs but people too. I never realized how selfish and unfair I was.”

The diary also sheds light on her passionate yet troubled romance with Emilio Estevez, whom she dated from 1985 to 1986. She wrote about the excitement of hearing from him, saying, “Every time he called, it would make my heart jump.” However, their relationship was marred by her substance abuse.

During a road trip with Estevez, she detailed a blackout incident after drinking a pitcher of kamikazes. “So much for never drinking hard liquor again,” she wrote. “I found myself in a blackout then hungover, confused, alone, and longing for that next high to get me out of my misery.”

Despite Estevez’s patience, Moore admitted she repeated the same self-destructive behavior just days later. “I’m surprised he didn’t kill me on the spot,” she confessed.

Ultimately, their relationship ended when a woman filed a $2 million paternity suit against Estevez in 1986.

Demi Moore and Bruce Willis were one of Hollywood’s most famous power couples in the ‘90s.

They first met in 1987 at the premiere of "Stakeout," a film starring Demi’s then-fiancé, Emilio Estevez. Sparks flew instantly, and the two quickly became inseparable. Just months later, they tied the knot in a spontaneous Las Vegas ceremony on November 21, 1987, followed by a more elaborate wedding planned by producer Allan Carr.

During their 13-year marriage, they welcomed three daughters: Rumer, Scout, and Tallulah.

Despite their seemingly perfect marriage, Demi and Bruce announced their separation in 1998 and finalized their divorce in 2000. However, they remained incredibly close, successfully co-parenting their daughters and maintaining a strong friendship.

When Demi later married Ashton Kutcher in 2005, Bruce not only supported the marriage but also attended their wedding. Following Demi and Ashton’s divorce in 2013, Bruce found love again with model Emma Heming, whom he married in 2009. Together, they have two daughters, Mabel and Evelyn.

Even after their split, Demi and Bruce have continued to be a tight-knit family. They famously quarantined together with their daughters during the COVID-19 pandemic in 2020, showing the world just how close they still are. In 2022, Bruce’s family revealed he had been diagnosed with aphasia, a condition that affects communication.

A year later, they confirmed he has frontotemporal dementia (FTD), a progressive brain disorder. Throughout his health struggles, Demi has remained deeply supportive, working alongside Bruce’s wife, Emma, to help care for him and raise awareness about FTD. Their enduring bond, even after decades apart, remains a testament to their love and respect for each other.