Chappell Roan Says She Has Been Diagnosed With 'Severe Depression' As She Tries To Cope With Fame
By Favour Adegoke on September 21, 2024 at 4:45 PM EDT
Chappell Roan has revealed she has been diagnosed with severe depression after saying she might quit the music business if fame becomes too "dangerous."
The singer believes her mental health challenges stem from the rapid changes in her life, noting the loss of normalcy in everyday activities.
Chappell Roan has compared the pressures of fame to an "abusive ex-husband" and expressed frustration over harassment from the public.
Chappell Roan Reveals 'Severe Depression' Diagnosis
In a recent interview with The Guardian, Roan shared that she has been diagnosed with severe depression, a revelation that has shocked her.
Despite being open about her struggles with the pressures of fame and even contemplating stepping away from the music industry due to the unwanted attention, Roan said she never anticipated receiving this diagnosis.
The "Pink Pony Club" singer discussed her journey, explaining that she has been attending therapy twice a week to cope with the mental toll of her rising celebrity.
"I went to a psychiatrist last week because I was like, I don't know what's going on," Roan told the news outlet. "She diagnosed me with severe depression – which I didn't think I had because I'm not actually sad. But I have every symptom of someone who's severely depressed."
Roan also opened up about her symptoms, which include brain fog, forgetfulness, difficulty concentrating, and what she describes as "a very lackluster viewpoint."
The Singer Reflects On The Burden Of Fame: 'Everything That I Really Love To Do Now Comes With Baggage'
During the chat, Roan shared that she believes her struggles are tied to her life's rapid transformation in such a short time.
She reflected on the drastic changes, "I think it's because my whole life has changed. Everything that I really love to do now comes with baggage. If I want to go thrifting, I have to book security and prepare myself that this is not going to be normal."
Roan continued: "Going to the park, pilates, yoga – how do I do this in a safe way where I'm not going to be stalked or harassed?"
In a previous interview with The Face magazine, Roan likened fame to the experience of dealing with "an abusive ex-husband."
The singer noted how the pressures of public life have taken a toll on her: "I feel like fame is just abusive. The vibe of this – stalking, talking sh-t online, [people who] won't leave you alone, yelling at you in public – is the vibe of an abusive ex-husband."
Roan added, "That's what it feels like. I didn't know it would feel this bad."
Chappell Roan Prioritizes Emotional Connection With Fans Over Fame And Awards
Despite the challenges of fame, Roan admits she still deeply values the positive feedback from her fans.
"Everyone's like, 'Oh yeah, she's really intense,' which, whatever, fine. But I don't very often get: 'Oh my God, you have such a good vibe," Roan noted. "I think that just stems back to childhood, of [wanting] people to believe that I'm a good person and me believing it, too. So it means a lot when I hear that."
The singer revealed that she has stopped reading her DMs because they make her too emotional.
"I cry so much," she admitted. "But when people are like, 'Whatever you're doing, it helped me' - I don't think any award or any money or whatever can be exchanged for that compliment."
She concluded by sharing her true priority: "I don't care about anything else, except giving space to people to be free. Because that's what I needed so bad: freedom."
The Singer Called Out A Photographer On The VMA Red Carpet
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Roan's latest interview follows an incident at the recently held VMAs, where she clapped back at a photographer who shouted, "Shut the f-ck up" while she adjusted her outfit on the red carpet.
This caused the singer to respond angrily, saying, "You shut the f-ck up. No, not me, b-tch." The incident went viral online, with many wondering what led to the fiery exchange.
While speaking to Entertainment Tonight on the red carpet, Roan shed some light on the incident, noting that she was yelled at.
"This is quite overwhelming and quite scary," she said. "I think for someone who gets a lot of anxiety around people yelling at you … the carpet is horrifying, and I yelled back. You don't get to yell at me like that."
Chappell Roan Slams Fans For Crossing Boundaries
In late August, she took to TikTok to address fans who crossed her boundaries.
"I have a question," she said to her followers. "I need you to answer questions — just answer my questions for a second: If you saw a random woman on the street, would you yell at her from your car window?"
She continued: "Would you harass her in public? Would you go up to a random lady and say, 'Can I take a photo with you?' and she says, 'No, what the f-ck?' — and then you get mad at this random lady?"
Roan has been vocal about the darker sides of fame, making it clear that she refuses to tolerate unwanted attention.
"I don't care that abuse and harassment, stalking, whatever, is a normal thing to do to people who are famous or a little famous, whatever," she shared in her TikTok. "I don't care that it's normal. I don't care that this crazy type of behavior comes along with the job, the career field I've chosen."
Roan stressed that that does "not make it OK, that doesn't make it normal. That doesn't mean that I want it, that doesn't mean that I like it."