Khloe Kardashian has felt some guilt in her most recent lifetime.
The reality TV star admitted during this week’s episode of “The Kardashians” on Hulu that she feels some disconnect with her then-newborn son.
You may recall that Khloe and her ex-boyfriend, Tristan Thompson, welcomed a baby via surrogate last July.
Khloe Gets Candid About The Struggles Of Having A Baby Via Surrogate
This was Khloe’s second child and first child via surrogate.
Koko and TT conceived their first baby, True Thompson, naturally.
In a sneak peek clip from this week’s episode, Khloe is speaking to her mom, Kris Jenner, while holding her newborn son, Tatum Thompson.
In the clip, Kris is explaining to Khloe to give herself some grace given the trauma she had gone through following the conception of her son.
News of Thompson’s lovechild with a woman that isn’t Khloe came out just days after the then-couple decided to move forward with a surrogate and implant a fertilized embryo.
Khloe Feels “Guilty” For Not Feeling The Same
“I think that for you, you’ve been through a lot. Your emotions are spent on trying to deal trauma and all the stuff you’ve been through,” the momager extraordinaire told Khloe. “I mean, you have to give yourself a little bit of credit and a break.”
Khloe responded, “No, I do. You just feel… I feel bad. For sure. Like, not bad. I feel, like, guilty sometimes. I’m like, ‘Why isn’t it the same?’ But I know it will be.”
She went on to say she doesn’t “treat him differently” than she treats True; however, she does “question” herself sometimes.
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Khloe admitted that she wishes she could be kinder to herself.
Fans were very supportive in the comments section of her post.
“I can relate… we need to apply the same care to ourselves and speak positively towards and about ourselves as if we were someone we cared about (which we should be) ♥️,” one fan wrote.
“That makes me so sad to see!!! It really hurts seeing good souls struggling ya know!! You got this! ❤️❤️,” another added.
This fan had one wish for Khloe, “Hoping you start giving yourself the same kindness you so deserve! ❤️✨🙏..”
Khloe’s baby daddy has hopes to rekindle a romantic relationship with her despite incessantly cheating on her throughout their years-long partnership.
Are Khloe & Tristan Getting Back Together?!
The Blast previously reported on TT’s desire to get back with Khloe.
“Khloé and Tristan live .2 miles away from each other in Hidden Hills. Tristan is thrilled about having his own place so close to Khloé so he can visit her and the kids as often as possible,” a source revealed to Us Weekly. “He knows they’re always going to be in each other’s lives because of their children. But that doesn’t mean he hasn’t been trying. At this point, he feels like all he can do is be the best father to their kids that he can and show Khloé over time that he’s there for their family. He is so happy he was able to find a home right around the corner from them because they’re his priority. He just wants to be there for his kids.”
However, it doesn’t look like Khloe is budging on letting him back into her heart this time around.
According to reports, the two are strictly co-parenting their two children together.