Singer Britney Spears is 40 going on 13!
Although she said she was taking a social media hiatus, it appears that it only lasted a week. On Tuesday night, she posted a black-and-white photo of herself, recalling a time in her life when she felt “kinda pretty,” before she became one of the most celebrated pop singers on the planet.
Britney Spears Recalled A Time When She Felt Hot As ‘F—’
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On Monday, Britney began her post, saying, “13 was the age I actually felt kinda pretty … I think my rebellious days were due to the fact that I always had to be perfect and pretty 💅🏼 … then I went to the extremes and went wild and naughty 😈 😈 😈 … but in those rebellious days I honestly still felt hot as f— 🔥 🔥 🔥 !!!”
Britney then turned her thoughts on her stifling 13-year conservatorship.
“One thing the conservatorship did to me … and one of the things that hurt me the most … is that I was always being told I was fat and never good enough 😔 😔 😔 💔 💔 💔 !!!” she explained. “My dad always made me feel like I had to try … try … try !!! BIG TIME !!! He ruined the deep seed of my existence … the seed that made me feel beautiful like when I was 13 … my confidence … my swag … my inner dialogue … and yes even my sex life 🙊 🙊 🙊 … all completely ruined !!!”
“He made me feel ugly … therefore I was 😢 😢 😢 !!!” she went on. “Trust me … feeling pretty is a whole different world … I know because I’ve witnessed both !!! If that makes some people feel uncomfortable … GOOD … uncomfortable conversation is great !!!”
“The moment the conservatorship was over … I felt so good about myself !!!” she added. “And guess what … I stopped trying so d— hard and yes I entered a whole new world 🌱 🌱 🌱 !!! I felt beautiful … therefore I was 💗 💗 💗 !!! I might feel that way but the psychological damage from my dad and EVERY SINGLE F—ING person who went along with it will always be there 🤬🤬🤬 !!! What you think … therefore you are !!! I kinda feel 13 again 🤷🏼♀️ 🤷🏼♀️ 🤷🏼♀️ 😉 😉 😉 !!!”
Plenty of fans posted their support for Britney in the comments, reminding her once again why they voted for her to receive the People’s Choice Award.
Britney Spears Thanks Fans For People’s Choice Award
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Although Britney announced that she was going on a social media hiatus, the very next day she was back on Instagram to thank her fans for the People’s Choice Award that she received.
“Geez 🙄 !!! I FORGOT to post this a while ago !!!” Britney wrote in the caption. “Before I go on my Instagram hiatus I have to thank my rockin bad a– amazing f—ing fans for voting me PEOPLE’S CHOICE 🏆 !!!”
“I think we all know my Instagram is definitely not up to the highest quality content but I think it’s pretty rad you guys voted silly me 🤷♀️💓💓💓 !!!” she went on. “I’m giving @reesewitherspoon in the dress 100 percent 💯 with a mix of @mileycyrus 🙈🙈🙈🙈 … did I just make up a drink 🥃 😂 ???”
“Oh my gosh, I love you. I try to be 100% honestly me because of your strength Brit,” one fan wrote.
“You’ll always be the people’s choice Brit!!” another added.
“What I live about Britney is that she can be so silly and funny!” said another fan. “I love watching old videos of her being her goofy self and I love it!!!”
After tonight’s long post, it’s unclear if Britney is off her social media hiatus, but fans certainly hope so!