Britney Spears Talks Relationship With God, Prayer

Britney Spears admitted that she has “serious insecurities” in a candid IG post on Monday night.

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“Honestly my family embarrassed me and hurt me deeply,” she wrote.

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She said that “tooting my own horn and seeing my past accomplishments” helps her.

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“To the outside world it must seem like I’m extremely insecure,” she said.

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“If people really knew what I went through, I think they would understand COMPLETELY where I’m coming from,” she added.

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She revealed that three years ago she stopped believing in God.

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She said she coped with “fake denial” and “screamed alone a lot.”

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“I kept all that pain to myself,” she added.

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However, Britney revealed that she turns to the power of prayer to help her overcome her struggles.

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