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Billie Eilish Admits She ‘Never Felt Desired’ By Past Boyfriends

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By Jordan White

Billie Eilish, 18, is known for wearing baggy clothes that don't show off her body.

During a recent interview with GQ Magazine the “Lovely” singer opened up on the reason behind her signature look.

“Here’s a bomb for you: I have never felt desired,” Eilish confessed. “My past boyfriends never made me feel desired. None of them. And it’s a big thing in my life that I feel I have never been physically desired by somebody.”

The Grammy Award winner opts for certain clothes to avoid judgment about her body.

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Billie Eilish in a matching baggy outfit with her brother.
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She continued, “So I dress the way I dress as I don’t like to think of you guys – I mean anyone, everyone – judging it, or the size of it. But that doesn’t mean that I won’t wake up one day and decide to wear a tank top, which I have done before.”

And whenever Eilish does wear something tight-fitting, the photos almost break the internet.

“Suddenly my boobs are trending on Twitter. Which is fine – that shit looks good,” she admitted.

Billie Eilish standing on a couch in a graphic, colorful outfit.
Billie Eilish/Instagram

“Sometimes I dress like a boy. Sometimes I dress like a swaggy girl. And sometimes I feel trapped by this persona that I have created because sometimes I think people view me not as a woman,” she told the magazine.

“That tour video was about all that. It is me saying: look, there is a body underneath these clothes and you don’t get to see it. Isn’t that a shame? But my body is mine and yours is yours. Our own bodies are kind of the only real things which are truly ours. I get to see it and get to show it when I want to,” Eilish added.

Billie Eilish standing by a vending machine in an all green outfit.
Billie Eilish/Instagram

This isn’t the first time the "Bad Guy" singer has discussed the reason behind her fashion choices.

During the 2019 Calvin Klein campaign for “I Speak My Truth In #MyCalvins,” Eilish said she wears baggy clothes to protect herself.

“Nobody can have an opinion because they haven't seen what’s underneath. Nobody can be like, ‘she’s slim-thick,’ ‘she’s not slim-thick,’ ‘she’s got a flat ass,’ ‘she's got a fat ass.’ No one can say any of that because they don't know,” she explained.

Close up photo of Billie Eilish with light blue hair.
Billie Eilish/Instagram

During the interview with GQ, the singer also opened up about her past relationships.

“I’ve had my heart broken, sure. People have done some terrible shit to me. The crazy shit I have gone through. I have never felt powerful in a relationship,” she admitted.

As of right now, it doesn't look like Eilish is looking for a significant other.

“It is so weird, but I don’t see it for myself. I know I will find someone eventually, but at the moment I can’t visualize it. I feel like I am a totally different person when I am with someone else. People just don’t do it for me. It’s weird," she said.

"It’s been months and I am not attracted to people anymore. I don’t know what’s going on... It’s actually kind of dope," the singer added.

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